Thursday, February 24, 2011

back again



I'm not sure where to begin, so much has changed and yet stayed the same. I recently realized that i'm missing out on so much. My body is beginning to show serious wear and tear from smoking, drinking to much coffee, not getting enough excerise etc. Couple days ago I spoke with LeAnne and she hadn't changed one bit. I have for the most part allowed her to raise Lindsey how she wanted and have not been aggressive about getting involved but I'm tired of telling me to stay away from my daughter. She flat out lied that Lindsey jhad only 3tickets to graduation and I didn't deserve one of those seats. But that she would tell Lindsey I wanted to go and it was up to her... lie.... I feel like i'm going to have to camp out at her house so I can speak to her face to face. If Lindsey gets her way she will attend college in fredericksburg, which will be pretty close to me. I am determined to get back in her life, weather her mother likes it or not.

Ok i'm sorry that sounded like a 13 ranting because he didn't get his way. Dad got me started Geocaching about 6 months ago and I must confess I'm hooked. Currently I have found 150+ caches. Its great excercise and I love the places caching has taken me. Parks I didn't know about, cool historical places, seams strange though that I passed up dads 99 caches LOL! I have been too a few cache events as well, (allthough I didn't properly log the first couple. ) those are fun too, meeting other cachers and going out in groups to seek out unfound caches. Currently I am on day 13 with daily finds trying to keep up this minimum cache a day vigil.

1 comment:

Lindsey said...

I didn't want to see you. Because I didn't feel as though after so many years of being absent that you had justified reason to see me graduate. So there. The truth, from my lips. I hate that you left and continued to leave after I tried seeing you for so long and making you work as my father.